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InsaneJournal for Kotori Monou (桃生小鳥).
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| Friday, November 13th, 2009 |
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[Through the journals, you can hear her singing, slowly, softly:] When I would play my song... You used to sing along. I always seem to forget How fragile are the very strong. I'm sorry I can't steal you... I'm sorry I can't stay. So I put band-aids on your knees... And watch you fly away... |
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| Thursday, October 15th, 2009 |
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[She's been quiet recently, almost eerily so since he disappeared... it never showed on her face, not in her glassy, broken eyes, but now that her voice seems to have come back and it's soft and melancholy. If you visit her, she'll often be whispering absently, but she no longer sings.] [The video starts recording at a strange, almost unrecognizable angle, and all you can see is the floor and wall of her hotel bedroom. It takes a moment to properly focus, but eventually it shows Kotori lying on the floor on her back, one hand raised open as if trying to catch something that never quite drops in her palm.] [She giggles quietly and you can't hear what she's saying at first. Then:] Make a wish? |
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| Monday, September 28th, 2009 |
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[Has been keeping to her room, and since others have been making sure she's not wandering away... Kotori mostly just watches the ongoings of Kiseki through the journal during the day and often doesn't say much at all. When she's alone she walks around aimlessly through the hotel room, or sings to herself with words that don't quite make sense. Sometimes she simply leans on the window and sleeps. She peeks into the others dreams, never quite intruding, too uncertain still on her dreamseeing. But slowly, the confidence builds and her dream self wanders further along the dreamscape. There's many with the same power here. She hadn't realized before...] [I... I wanted...] [Is it really okay to at least see them like this?] [Open dream post! Feel free to respond if you want her to say hello in your dream, etc, etc.] |
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| Monday, September 14th, 2009 |
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[Accidental Video] [The first thing you see is the inside of the welcome center, and a lightly fluttering of fabric... It takes a moment, but the journal plops to the ground eventually and focuses to the image of Kotori, gazing down at it, hands on her knees. Her eyes resemble glass, and she doesn't seem to notice the strands of her hair falling forward and blocking her from view for a moment] Oh... [She drops to her knees, tilting her head down at the ground, at the journal, smiling blankly] The Earth went away again. Hello! [There's soft giggling for a moment and she straightens up again, slowly, turning a bit on her bare feet, displaying fully her blood-covered dress without much notice of it] The little light. I see you there. So pretty... [Then the girl frowns, pauses and stops completely, biting her lower lip, murmuring softly before the video cuts off] But where did it go...? [[ooc; aaaand canon updated to volume 7 for great justice. Except now I have a work meeting so lol tags when I get back!]] |
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| Tuesday, August 11th, 2009 |
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[She's in the park as per usual, walking about rather cheerfully and singing to herself. There's a skip to her every step and she doesn't really understand this sudden excitement that's running through her. Oh so very much affected by the event and is open for threads depending on who happens~*~ to show up~*~*~] It's such a beautiful day! It feels... incredible for some reason. I don't know why. Have I... felt this way before? [//// Hmm...] It seems so familiar somehow. I-It's really nice. [:3;;;] I wonder if that's how the animals are feeling too. They seem a little happier than usual. |
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| Tuesday, June 16th, 2009 |
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[Has been trying to find her way through the fog, having strayed just a little too far from the hotels since it started; she didn't worry too much the first few hours, but after a while it becomes evident that she has no idea how to get back] [Handwritting is a litle messy, but:] I didn't think... It still hasn't passed. [...] No, I definitely can't find my way back, like this. I hoped it'd pass. How... [Then there's a very long pause] ... Mother...? |
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| Tuesday, April 21st, 2009 |
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So that was the kind of thing this world does sometimes, right? It was really unexpected! [._.;;; After all... as long as he's not alone back home too, I'll definitely be fine. |
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| Sunday, April 5th, 2009 |
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[[Aaaand here's Kotori, restarted alas ;;; I've decided her canon point is now volume 5 (I think) before she runs into Kusanagi for the first time, right after leaving the house. And yeah. Baw. ... Also bedtime, tags in the morning lol.]] ... Hello? Oniichan...? I-I'm pretty sure I didn't take a wrong turn, so why... W-Where am I? Ah, I really hope I'm not lost. I-I can't be late for that appointment. Oniichan will worry and I... [... aklsdjfaldsjakldsjf] He has enough to be concerned about as it is... I can't just disappear like that... Does anyone know where this is...? |
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| Saturday, March 7th, 2009 |
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[If you happen to pass by the beach, you'll see a pretty mermaid stranded on the sand, looking sort of sad for a reason she doesn't really know.] Oh... I- I can't believe I got stuck... What am I going to do now? H-How will I get back? It's cold and... Mother... Mother will worry. Is... this what the surface world really looks like? [[ooc; /unoriginal]] |
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| Sunday, February 22nd, 2009 |
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This is a really pretty place... I wonder how I got here! There's so many animals, and they're all so nice! Oniichan? Oh and Mommy and Daddy must be here too... maybe we took a trip! Ah and maybe that means Kamui-chan and Aunt Tohru might also...! [Yaaaaaay climbing trees in the park totally relaxed and happy |D] |
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| Thursday, February 12th, 2009 |
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This is too much... I hate feeling like this. I can't do it anymore. Why should I be the one feeling confused, feeling scared? I... miss Oniichan. If he were here, I wouldn't have to worry... But even Oniichan is different. Because of 'Kamui,' I'll never see him smile at me again. Why couldn't things have stayed the same? And now there's two of them..... Why did he have to come back? |
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| Friday, December 19th, 2008 |
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| Friday, December 12th, 2008 |
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[[pfft back-dated to before Fuu's birthday party :3]] [Filtered to Kamui] [There's a few marks where she tried to write something, but they're all illegible ;;; Eventually she settles on:] I know my apologizing doesn't erase what happened. But I'm really sorry a-and I hope... I mean... I understand if you'd rather not... [Lol guess who's been avoiding you again?] |
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| Wednesday, November 26th, 2008 |
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| Wednesday, November 12th, 2008 |
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[Private | Easily hackable (except for Kamui, who will likely only see smudges and strikes)] He... He's... gone again, i-isn't he? [There are tears all over the page, and most of the words are stained, some illegible and messily scratched out] Oniichan... ... N-No, I know he already knew, but... [[lol obviously I rule at the semi-hiatus thing e_e *smacks muse* Uhhh, she's hiding at the base of a tree in the park crying into her knees and avoiding Kamui. Feel free to find her >>;]] |
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| Thursday, October 9th, 2008 |
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A-Ah... I'm-- I-I left again... d-didn't I? It was... the same as last time. [;;;] B-but it almost feels like... each time, coming back is always a little... less strange. ... [[ooc | first like of strikes is unhackable; the second is hard to hack]] |
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| Thursday, September 18th, 2008 |
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I-I don't think there's ever been an event quite like this before! T-the animals are so cute. I wonder... if they'll be here long. I-Is it childish of me to want to just play with them all day? Maybe that's why they're here. ( [Private] ) |
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| Wednesday, July 30th, 2008 |
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[[Set after this thread. Feel free to notice the utter lack of flailing and exclamation points and happy :( Mood shows as 'sick']] [Private, though fairly hackable] I guess it was really silly of me to do that, with the rain and.. everything. [...] I think I... [have a cold now.] I guess it serves me right. ...Oniichan would have scolded me too, I'm sure. He always said I was too reckless. |
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| Friday, July 25th, 2008 |
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I-It's good to be settled back into things here. Working again is nice and.. I think I want to start going to the park more often again. I really want to enjoy all the nice things here, as long as I can. [;;;] It's been so peaceful, after all. And it was really nice of them to give out those rings to everyone. They're beautiful and so thoughtful! ...O-Oh, Kamui-chan, would you like to go on a walk with me today? [;;;][is subtle! kinda! um...] I was thinking it'd be nice to have a picnic. |
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| Thursday, July 17th, 2008 |
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I didn't think... that was possible. Did I really leave? It was so warm and peaceful and I.. I guess I shouldn't be surprised that I couldn't I shouldn't have even wanted to.. [....>_<][mentally smacks herself to stop writing that] W-was I gone long? Kamui-chan, are you still here? Are you all right? I am so sorry for leaving you alone, I really hope you're okay! I-I'm coming to find you, okay? I'm sorry.. |
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InsaneJournal for Kotori Monou (桃生小鳥).
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